Stop

It's tight right now
Wound close
Each breath keeping it held
It screeches and reaches
To pull closer it's fears
The fear of being alone
The fear of being with someone just to not be alone
The fear of being happy
Stretched by continents and walls,
Footsteps
Arms lengths
The hot rich fills my face
Pours out my eyes
Which widen
To give space
To dry
I can't let it out
Let the spring spring
The calm control
The tight smiles
And thinking looks
The brain that won't stop whirring
The mind that can't stop weighing up
Each and every little drop
Thinking before it happens
Thinking after it has
What does happen
When the spring springs
What does happen when it over flows?
Bliss and chaos
The brain doesn't switch off
The world doesn't end
It keeps going
The thoughts keep clicking through the torrents
And the doubts surface
After the plunge pool of bliss
And you retreat
You pull back
At least I do.